my gift..my life..thanking god
Friday, December 24, 2004
k... this ain't gonna be long...sumthing short...
Firstly merry x'mas!! man so fast the year has past...and it still feels like i m sec2!! well if u are gonna ask me how this year has been, all i can say is," smashin'!"...yah many ups and downs. like for xample the production...had many ups there...yap and yvip too...kinda motivating and all...the downs are very personal stuff...and yah don feel like speaking abt them now...so...for the new year any ambitions?...well ill keep them to myself for the time being...wen i reach them ill tell u k? yah n if i don blog in by the first...heres an advance greeting...
HAPPY NEW YEAR
AND
MAY GOD BLESS U!!
Well here is something...idonno abt u but me...i think this year has been a real eyeopener and a year ill neva forget..so many ppl ive met...bonds made...bonds broken...festives and deaths...happiness and sadness...it goes a long way i tell u...and i donno if im up for next year...the surprises...the unxpected...eveything...the end of a road and a begining of another journey...all i noe is that ill hav to face it...we all hav to...well...for now ill enjoy the remaining daes of this year...hope u do too...till next time...always smile...take care...luving u & looking out 4 u....ur pal aneesa...toodles...and god bless
``grateful for today..toodles ; 5:47 AM
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Saturday, December 18, 2004
i hav no idea of what im feeling at the moment....
sadness?
For leaving the sundac cck and cc homes?
For the knowledge that i have changed spiritually?
For knowing that there is nothing like a time travel machine which would bring me back in time...
Or perhaps knowing that i didn't treasure every second of this journey...
Happiness?
That i hav kept to my promise...I promised to smile and create more..
That i can face this world knowing that there are people more worse off...
Or that there would be always another time...but with different ppl..in a different surrounding...
all i m sure of is that this journey may hav ended here but it is the start to another...that there will be a time when i walk down memory lane and think "WAD have i achieve in my life" ..ten ill find all the answers at this very stop...Sometimes in life there are certain things you hav to leave behind and others you have to take along...to equipped you in the OUTSIDE WORLD...Some of the things ill take are the miracles created in the homes...I din't create them..they were created by the very people in the homes...The fact that they have seen much more in life and ain't mourning and crying that they havn't gotten everything in the world is definitely the best of the miracles..Coming as runner up is the Colloq that these people are always willing to help each other out...being always on the move...and valuing everything they have...Well if i start on miracles, the list is endless...So thy shalt...Though MY definition of a miracle may not be that of urs...the idea is somewad the same...so why not you go tell me yours...the miracles you have created...shared..felt...?
In this some wad odessey...ive met many ppl...so here goes...
Yvonne: Thank you...For being a great pal...I mean we did have our deep talks..me running out on u guys...yah am still figuring out y i did it...must be that impulse of the moment...lols...aniwea...you are a great pal...someone who loves to sing...be a heck of a fun..u noe ur limits...and sometimes it impresses me, how you can just say somethings which i consider personal...mybe thats becoz i wait till i noe the degree of how much i can trust someone b4 telling that person something...or maybe you just tot that we are close...but wadeva it is, it still impreses me,an amazes me wad could hurt you...something so slight..btw nice meeting you...hope this frenship neva ends and yah...im really sorrie...for wad eva i siad that my hav hurt you and for my late comings...lols...sorie! ; P
YiXian: Blah...thats all i can say...no lar just kidding...u noe u r weird...which is good...i think sometimes i have to stand there and tink a million times if u are being sacarstic or not...lols...u give me the feeling of this gal who pretends that nothing bothers her but deep inside...it does...i donno...if im rite..but thats wad i feel...and its been nice spending time with you...like half of the time..u make me stand there...with u and act like a looney...lols...you don't really like to be left alone do u?...and the times where u can detect if a person is feeling sad or not...u are very observant...yah..boy...its been nice to share some stupid things wif u like...u noe wad...lols...k lar..hope well meet again and hav the light in our eyes each time...lols...sorie if i eva have hurt yah,k? go take care! Lols ; D
HuiYi: My one and only aries pal...hope you are feeling fine now...take care k? lols...Hey man the firz time i saw yah i tot...such a bubbly gal...must be in dance...can't imagine u in guides...lols...really..i tink you are such a nice person...someone who will always say wads in your heart which is great...really...you have a dragon inside that bubbly feature...don't wanna make yah angry...but...boy i don wanna see that dragon...i think it was nice we talked the otherdae...all abt...wad ur fren say and stuff it was really frank of you...i mean..i would hav like...been so shy and would hav avoided that conversation...but man..was it good...Be always who you are and NEVA EVER ASHAMED OF UR ASSETS...Yep? lols...nice meeting u...sorie if i had hurt u at any point in time k? lols..will mis yah : P
WanTheng: Man Wad nice pal you are...my first impression of u was a quite gal...but boy am i wrong...you are a frank person and i always will think of u as an older sis...thats good new for u...lols...we are always the people at the wrong place at the wrong time huh? lols...u noe wad i mean huh?...man i tink u are a great person with a very responsible personality..you take wad people say with apinch of salt and always see the other person's point of view rite? i mean...thats wad i hav noticed...
Hey i gotta go so 2 be continued...
``grateful for today..toodles ; 7:28 PM
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Saturday, December 04, 2004
here we go again...
something short...
YVIP JUST ROCKS...
Miss you guys already!!!
``grateful for today..toodles ; 2:22 AM
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