my gift..my life..thanking god
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Someone asked me if i was over the top and had a full plate...the answer was no..i gave a weak smile..a dazed look...it was a very distant replacement for an apology i owe.. yet i made no effort to distinguish the difference..and clarify..the sorry..it came close to my throat..and thats where it left..
i knew the reason for the question..i knew the reply..yet all i offered was a smile..simple..utterly useless..but saved me the trouble of opening my mouth and speaking...i don't trust my voice animore..(haha considering my sore throat!..)
..let me be..
and please don't ask any questions..please...
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``grateful for today..toodles ; 6:37 AM
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
hey go to the link below..and i m no longer pissed at u..i understand!! it seems like im immune to results and hey does anyone noe wad do they mean when they say verify ur email add for friendster?..its getting on my nerves..
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``grateful for today..toodles ; 4:26 AM
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Sunday, July 08, 2007
u disappoint me..
really u do..
don't blame ignorance..for ignorant is wad u want to be..if u don't hear or bother it does not make u ignorant, it makes u foolish and deaf..
don't blame ignorance for ignorance is not a situation, its a choice..if u want to know something u WILL go out of ur way to find it..u are not blind nor are u blinded..u simply chose to chose ur eyes and stare at darkness and blame it on naiveness.. how much of a fool u are i simply cannot measure..
don't blame ignorance.. for if u bothered then u would have found a way.. if u cared enough u would have done a good deal of searching...i was only a click away..an email wld do..a call wld do..an sms wld do..u noe how to reach me..yet u never bothered to find a way to reach..u cldn't care less..y bother perhaps..coz im only no less than a click a way..
now i really don't care..it has happened a time to many...ur direction has changed..u live for today..forget abt those who used to matter yesterday..now when times get back..i will be there..i will give u a hand..yet thats all ill give.. no shoulder for u.. coz..today u din't find time..to say a hi.. and all i asked for u to say hey man hows life.. if thats to hard..then i can't say much coz i made the effort.. it ain't no wrong asking the same in return..
ever heard the saying..ignorance is bliss??...
well now u noe that the one who claimed so..
isn't left on earth or was perhaps inane when he blurted..coz perhaps he was all to comfortable in the bed of ignorance..indeed it was his ignorance that made him not too wise..not to smart...
wad eva lar..really..
knowledge is wad makes a person respectable..ignorance is an excuse to be dumb..without taking much credit for the dumbness..
aniwaes today i went wif my bro to his taek wan do grading place..u really realise that respect comes with knowledge and wisdom...ir espect weidah and his sis for their humbleness..man..so much of experience yet their humbleness is so great..yeah..i will finish my belt..one more..i will do it..
bye
``grateful for today..toodles ; 7:19 AM
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Thursday, July 05, 2007
MamMaMiaa...
okey new spects ready...on tues
an extra earhole on my left ear..
and a heavy heart..
today afternoon..my shoe that was close to being torn tore completely today...while i was rushing to meet miru and devi at toa payoh..
so i went to mend it..and was late 10 min (excluding the 15 + 5 min extra time i asked from miru) haha
i tink miru was very pissed..sorie man..
and it got her more aggitated when we were looking all ard the place to get my ear pierced..in the shop i tot i had heard renu saying that she had gotten hers pierced for 4 bucks..(cheapest ard)..
after 8 unsuccessful atempts of calling renu, we decided to leave the place and go to orchard to get my spects... done..yup..
then she calls telling me that there is no such shop in toa payoh..she got her ears pierced at bishan..haha i cld have sworn i heard her say tp not bishan..haha but i won't risk it..haha..so i aint swearing..so sooo sorie devi and miru..
okey ill skip to the heavy heart part...
I just hope things go fine for you..u noe that we will stand beside u no matter wad..we luv u..4eva...our friendship has become more pure over the years..have weathered small storms..but hey ..6 years long...and we have always been there 4 you...just know that we are a call away..and this is no diff..Luv u...just know that wadeva happens happens for the best...we might not understand it now.. but time will only tell..for the greatest healers are time and GOD..i hope that u will survive.. life has been a little harsh on u..a time too many perhaps..just know tat u have our shoulders to lean on..cry on..our hands to hold..our hugs for warmth..i noe its hard..i noe u perhaps wont read tis now..but have faith..and ull see that every tunnel has its end..every sadness is coupled with happiness..its just difficult to see the light as our eyes are blurred by tears..but..just noe..we are there a call away..luv u renu..luv u..
Oh btw both my brothers are bothered by my newly pierced ear..haha..but i did it with my mum's full approval..haha luv her man..luv them all..
``grateful for today..toodles ; 5:57 AM
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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
yeah so i have another paper..
a headache that is pounding..
a fever that is on its way to making my weekend miserable..
and..
a morale that is hitting the pits..
wow so much for after exam blues..( yup first time ever)
and if u are going to ask how was tamil oral?..
i hav one word to say..good..
first time in my life i thought i spoke decent tamil and the examiner was apparently enjoying it ( unless it is in the examiners' code to nod no matter how terrible the student speaks..if tats the case..then i m dumbfound)
sigh.. i really wanted to get over and done with econs..practically dragged away loga from moorty ( sorie moorty din say a bye or anything)..and cut short moorty's conv..so sorie man..and was "half running and walking" (quote loga) towards the entrance/exit..calling mr nandwani when he said..oh mr nathan said if u can't make it by 3.30 then we'll have the paper on another day..sigh so next sat it is..
and i m not gonna study AGAIN for that paper..
starting today its my HOLIDAY!! haha,,
have a great holiday!
toodles
``grateful for today..toodles ; 5:53 AM
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Sunday, July 01, 2007
you all should download safari...its much faster than Internet!
go now download it comeon!!
aniwaes..i wasted away saturday and sort of half of friday coz i din do satisfactory work for myself..so now im down to mugging chem, econs and maths on ONE freaking day..sigh..
i won't even have time to mug for econs after chem coz we need to go to SRJC..for tamil oral..and speaking of tamil oral..one last shot!! must do my best...
i just realised that we will reach skool after four (according to logas calculations) and then sit for an econs paper that is wad 2 hours? OH man..i can't even enjoy the day!! last day of exams and i reach home at like wad time?! 7 or 8?! argh...
oh but i tink im better off compared to loga.. he has a history paper the next morning..so GO loga GO!!
okey now that the iphone is out in USA..lets all cross our fingers and hope that man-made technological beauty will be next to us in a couple more months...MAn y can't they release it universally on the same day like harry potter's 7th, final bOOK!?!?!
okey a few aims:
1. (i won't tell u coz its my secret aim!! haha the more people knoe it the more chances of it not happening..haha)
2.Get a job at isetan (is that how u spell it?!) at the end of this year..prob with miru( miru pls work wif me haha i haven't asked her yet), Mard..and DEVI (the genius who gave me this idea!!)
3. Start saving money to go Texas by the end of next year
4. Learn how to ride a horse in Texas!!
5. Get to a gd Uni (erm again won't tell u which uni..Haha..coz i dunno also which to go to!)
yup 5 incredible aims..ready to be conquered..HEre i come!!
haha so yup i can't wait for 6.oopm wed to arrive!!
``grateful for today..toodles ; 8:46 PM
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