Saturday, November 19, 2005
Sometimes we realise the loss when we lose something...but ain't it too late?... I don't know lar..but during this week my family lost two of its members...one i wasn't so close to but another i will forever cherish..his voice still rings in my ears..i haven't seen him for 2 years..but those memories have strenghten over these years..i can rememeber the moments that are so precious and these will never fade...well sad ta say one day we all would join him..unfortunately/ fortunately we gonna face death one day...and when its claws comes from behind us to ripe out our souls and as our life flashes before us wad would we remember?..all the exams we have taken? all the papers we have mugged for...how many family gatherings we have missed just so we can get that extra time ta study for? haha wad pleasent memories...yeah ppl tink abt it seriously...i m not saying that studying is nothing...but at this rate we all would have collected such beautiful memeories...which won't help us in any sense...our pleasent moments would be times that we saw As...crazie...but thats the route we all are heading towards..
Just becuz u don't get that many marks or as many grades doesn't mean u are stupid or that u are the one who is lost in this ocean filled with other "smart" folks...for those who think this way let me tell u something...those ppl have no memories to hold dear..when death picks on them n they start tinkin abt their lives...they realise they have lost most of it in trying ta get those grades..not by touching peoples lives..hearts..cum one...stop lighting your path onky..light someone else's candle and guide you both...stop it..give..stop taking everyting within ur reach...its abt giving...a littl light, knowledge..hope..smile...
I have been sterotyping alot..sorry..but sadly...its mostly the truth..but does not apply for everyone..its just a request...stop burying urself into those books...there's a HUGE world out there to look at...
_aneesa_
``grateful for today..toodles ; 8:20 AM