my gift..my life..thanking god
Saturday, April 02, 2005
As the daes goes...ur light gets dim...u lose your path....u lose your heart...U lose yourself. You think again and again if the path is rite, if the daes will get brighter..You get no answers from any one...You search your soul and the sorrow echos..reminding you that you are lost.Lost in the hands of another. Lost trying to figure which was a lie and which wasn't. Which was meant to be n which wasn't...You hold urself together...Fix them as much as possible...yet scars remain ...you lose ur identity...lose that smile you use to help people find their lost...unidentified stuff....
Your cries aren't heard. THey're muffled. You scream in agony...Yet noone hears...they ignore you.
You are none of their concern...unless they need sumthing from u...Till then u may not even exist..
The foot prints you create ,walking painstakingly, is only yours... Until, seconds later....they walk on yours claiming they are theirs.
You have to hide your sorrow behind the pleasent face.
You can't be generous...can't be kind...for it is a sin...no man kind should commit. A sin that they feed on. Biting onto every bit of you thats left...
THey have no feelings....You have....THey have no heart....You have....Yet they exist...YOU don't....
They Exist YOU Dont....for all they care you may be the best...but they are better....You can't beat them....
THeres no just in this world.....Its enveloped with lies....Concealed by evil....TOuched by a devil...
Yet we claim that Justice remains here....when we are fooled by hearts that are printed with love but not filled with it....We are fools....Fools of Justice....For we believe that there is such when it doesn't even exsist in any form....Its merely a word....a word we use without meaning....without understanding if there is a pure substance of its kind.....How much have we been deceived?....how many masks have we seen without knowing the actress behind it?...Y is it us and not them....Y is it always us?...Y?
``grateful for today..toodles ; 3:55 AM
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