my gift..my life..thanking god
Friday, July 22, 2005
Everything has to come to an end! unfortunately....
k Firstly a great thank you to Mian, charmaine, von, soo, the other mian, renuka, nasreen, sochander, rishiba, akansha,..and ALL INTERACTORS!!!!
luv ya sec1s and 2s: tot ur dance rocked!!
Luv ya Sec 4s especially for everything...the smile, the gift, the craziness, the madness..letting me dance...screwing up the dance...we all did, din we?...But it was the best dance eva!!! i mean we were like so bad n all n we were enjoying ourselves...THaNK YA all!!! LUV YA !!!
Well have i got alot of catching ups to do!!
Just the other dae i realised: HEy the world is like so unfair...
i even wrote a letter to MR.JUSt!
haha
Well morbid Aneesa..
Aniwaes gotta buck up..n I promise u tt i won't be updatin till
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I dunno sept hols?
if thats called hol...
ya
Back to todae..
at first i tot..
hey gonna be shitty
n stuff...
cuz i tot i wld be left out n all..
haha
BUT BOY WAS I WRONG!!!
ya...the interactors r always warm
n friendly..
and all
ya...luv ya...n i espcially luved the last section..
where juniors danced n
the seniors did a surprise item
that was a little.....not that nice-ish..BUT all the more..fun
ya
haha n i also luved the cake part where we got cheeze cake..that was sooo rich
n nice...
and cookies from the HEADs..
ya that was nice too
n again another thing
LUV ya Ms HAmidah..thanks for having confidence in me..
ya
n
EVERY INTERACTOR!!!
CHEERS..n god bless.
ya thats abt it besides praying that i will like do beta 4 prelims
;sometimes u get so sick of falling that u sit on one place and hope that u get to ur destination..n stuf...i was hoping tht 4 sum reasons...i wldn't have to go take the path i did wen i was pri6. Sometimes...hardwork isn't everything...actually it can be demoralising if u did ur best, tried so hard but u end up not getting aniwhere;
ya...k..studying calls...won't be coming here or sumtime But do tag k??luves
TOoDleS
aneesa
``grateful for today..toodles ; 4:35 AM
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
dear blog...
wadeva im suppose to call ya...well here goes tadae..
earlie in the morning had tution n me n me mom got on to a taxi,.the driver was so rude!!! n a turtle wld probably have been faster than him. HE WAS RIDIN AT 40km/H!!!! was he sloow!!!
argh..i was so pissed and he missed the lane...and pretended that NOTHING was rong! he wen in circles..n made my mum kinda fustrated...ya n i was boilin!!argh well then we did end up at the the destination...AFTER A LONG TIME..
so the dae dragged on n i met my pri skool fren, gaythiri, n we went in circles lookin for our tamil teacher's home...n we got lost n stuff...which sucked cuz we were WALKING...argh my legs still hurt! n finally we gave up hope:mainly cuz i had tution: n took a cab to MP..well din have enuf money to leave her at home so she had ta take bus home...But at least we caught up wif our lifes..we were talkin n talkin n talking!
went ta tution..MR NG was in terrible mood...god! but then so was i..so it didn't really matter lar..my legs were achin n all...n ya...n then i realised that i brot the wrong foolscape!! so ya had ta share wif phoebe(THANK YA PHEBZ..) ten the guy behind me asked me if the recipt n $10 was mine! it fell 4rm my bag..n i was like shocked n ten took it frm him..whispered a tanks n ten frowned at myself tinking: irrespondsible aneesa where ta go like that? :ya lar ten after making sure that it was safely in my wallet, i turned back n told him tank ya again...ya i mean am really greatful!!! so man!!
so ya..ten after figuring the last ans...wif phoebe...i backed my bag n went ta "slp" n ya...was pissed when mr ng said sumting abt changin sum thing(cuz i had to take out my stuff)..ten the guy behind tapped me n asked" did u loose mre money?" i was surprised n ten said "no, no tank you..."...ya...i suppose my posture n slp mode made him tink like wise...but im so tankful n greatful...n ya...ya!!! THANKS DUDE....
k
gotago...
tOodles
aneesa
``grateful for today..toodles ; 6:32 AM
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
some times just sitting ard and catching up wif ur past hurts. however senseless i can get/mite be/mite seem ta be, there is a point where one breaks down, loses his/her grip in life...
starts tumbling down
and
starting all ova..
its like when u step into the present u hope tat ur past wldn't catch up wif u...but in the end it does no matter wad...u lose in this game of catch...u can't hide...nor can u face it cuz it hurts..and there goes ur present is lost in the mist of ur past...i dunnoe if u/anyone for that matter understands this/ but ya...it doesn't matter...
sometimes u just get sick of runnin'
u sit on the same spot...
crying
asking for the past to leave ur soul...
asking the future to conquer wads left
im sick...perhaps at times...creating ur world is much betta
than living in this..
words hurt...so do actions..
and both together hurts 2wice...
toodles
aneesa
``grateful for today..toodles ; 5:15 AM
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