my gift..my life..thanking god
Monday, February 19, 2007
its pretty true m surprised..
put ur mouse over..the box ting..it will tell u wad the colours represent u shld do it tooo!!
``grateful for today..toodles ; 7:22 AM
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
It got me thinking...
how long do we get to live?
if we were given the deadline then would things be betta?
would we be doing the tings we do?
how often do we think we'll live another day?
but wad if the marked date is 2mr? or even today?
can we plea for an extention?
will it not be granted?
wad if it is granted..yet we can't change much..
one day?..
wad do we do? where do we start?
do we try to plead for forgiveness for our sins..
or perhaps
try doing more good..
one day might not be enouf..
a week perhaps to undo the things done..
and do those undone..
funny how we cling to our lives..
and wish of death when things don go our way..
and when death comes knocking our doors..
we ask it to wait till another day..
when we will send Him an invitation
to come into our lives and take the only thing we really own..
funny..how life really is and how much we hid each day..hoping that words will fade away
will it really change?
its probably another lie we add to our collection..
how long do we think that putting a facade will get us anywhere
how long before the alarm rings..
and someone says i noe wad u have done ur whole life..
ur smiles that mask the frowns..
the larfter that rings a sadder tone within
the sweet words we say which are truly curses..
funny how we ask for our passports to be extended..
when our time on earth will not be spent any better..
perhaps asking for an extention comforts our soul..we can do something good another day..
after all we got our wish..
tomorrow will not be the day..
we are assured..
life is funny isn't it?
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Nasreen thanks for caling..
love u..
MISS nazirah
gal call me when u free can?!
love ya
Made brinjal
wasn't that nice
but my father is insiting that it is delicious..
love my family!!
btw happy chinese new year
TOODLES
``grateful for today..toodles ; 9:37 PM
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Saturday, February 17, 2007
Last breath
From those around, i hear a cry, an awful soft a hopless sigh
i hear their footsteps leaving slow,and then i know my soul must fly
A chilly wind, begins to blow within my soul from head to toeand then, the last breath escapes my lips
its time to
leave and i must go
so its true but its too late
they said its soul has its given
date
it must leave its body's core
and meet with its ethernal
fate
oh mark the words that i do
saywho knows tomorrow could be your
day
at last it comes to
heaven or hell
decide which now do not delay
come on my brothers lets pray
decide which now do not delay
oh god oh god
i cannot see
my eyes are blind
am i still me?
oh has my soul..
been lead astray
and forced to pay a priceless
fee?
alas to dust
we all return
and shall rejoice
while....................................
if only i knew that before
the line grew short
and came my turn
and now as beneath the soil
they lay me with my record
flawed
they cry not knowing i cry worsefor they go home
oh mark the words that i do say
who knows tomorrow could be your day
at last it's come to heaven or hell
decide which now do not delay
come on my brothers lets us play
decide which now do not delay
i got this off the net..damn nice scary...
how true this is..i mean even if one is not a muslim this applies, doesn't it?..we all will die one day..
and it goes down to heaven or hell..
scary..
any ways on a lighter note..
the cranes to grain was a success!!
Teng lee, shu Juan, and poh sian...(my commitee..thanks and sorry.. so many miscommunication and we braved it so sorry and thank u)
Exco..( i dunno wad to say..xcept wif out u guys i would have not come any close to doing such a project!! i got all the help and best of helps from u guys thank u and lov ya!!)
the interact clud..( as miss nirmala said they rose to the occasion and thanks so much for helping even thou there were many obsticles.. the huge crane that was a flop and we had spent a good 3 plus hours on it..thanks for the time and effort)
Mardhiah..( thanks for helping me all the way.. you did much even thou u din have to..thank u dear love you)
Samantha, Miru, chujun, wing ki, xie xin.. (for giving me motivation and support.. for ur care and concern.. making me larf and boosting my moral haha and trying to cut the mutton piece!! thanks and love ya)
Rani and loga...( for helping me out so much!! even thou u guys are in a greater project and stuff..you guys really made my dae..thank u for helping!! u guys made a difference!!)
JC1s and JC2s and teachers esp Mr kwek...( for doing all that cranes coz u noe its gonna benefit others.. u guys surprise me so much and thank u all for helpin.. i really was surprised by the response and esp by those who stayed back just to do them!! thank u!!)
PSP and esp mandy( who made pracically the whole physics lect fold the cranes!! thank u!!) and the rest of PSP who helped and made the cranes even after 2 coz they were "free"!! thanks guys
Those whom i din mention.. THANK U guys so much u made a difference in one way or another..
OKey V"DAE!!
love ya all PSP ppl, kimberly, sam disha, samatha, mard, devi, miru and 0610..and thanks all those who gave me stuffs thanks ..lova ya all happy v dae!! toodles!!
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``grateful for today..toodles ; 7:59 PM
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Monday, February 05, 2007
hmmm...
if you have been reading my blog you wld realise that i can't be a story teller..
ive gotten a very monotonous way of expressing my life in words..
haha more of an emo person..
as in i can make one feel the same way i feel if i wanna..but can't tell a story in a way the person feels excited..very narrative..yeah haha..no comments..
YEAH
haha
i bored miru with my "then after that"s
aniweas..
THANK u lydia for being patient..
i overslept (first time in this year..and came to skool at845..when i had a meeting at 8.15 another at 830..haha..sorry lydia
and
I CAN"T BELIEVE that time has flown so fast..
haha esther thanks for calling during UR chinese lesson to tell me wad class you are IN!! i din noe you were that bored but it was great talking to you again feels like we have are still in the same skool and never parted.. so glad..miss u and love you
after so long feeling the sense of belonging again..comfort..thank u..god..and everyone who cares
LOVe pira se pal..
haha
FORECAST: aneesa's pocket is empty this week..
i noe my credit is gonna go below zero!! ..argh lucky me..
"Life is a bed of roses..just that someone forgot the cut the thorns" aneesa 06
``grateful for today..toodles ; 4:29 AM
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Friday, February 02, 2007
"Belive HIM for he is the only one we can seek without holding first impressions" 06 aneesa
today actually started out okey..haha had econs test that i probabaly screwed up a bit coz i din noe wad to write esp the last 10 min...yeah..haha but i was still scribbling madly coz i tot that i rather see two pages filled than one..haha
math was kinda funny coz Mr Tan has someting up his sleaves thats for sure! he keep saying " wad aneesa" and been extra nice...strange...i mean for MR tan it is strange..haha but it was fun all the more..he was wearing a not so decent top haha..madness..and was asking Koi fong not to look at him!?! haha..nuts
ten ECONS tutorial..sucked big time coz we had to present on the tutorial and Ms Lim decided to make my life hard..i practically stood infront of the whole class, having every statement i make thrown back at me!! she was asking y and y and i had no idea wad she wanted..it was worse coz i dinno anyting abt wad we wrote there..we wrote it on MONDAY for godness sakes..wad is wrong with her..and the worse part was she did this to only our group..unfair/ biased lady! Here i'd like to tank samantha for joining me and helping me answer that lady! Thank angel for her comment on the casino..its the thought that counts so thanks dear..
i was bloody pissed by the time i sat down..man i was so angry!! i din even bother trying to understand the reasons she gave for that qn..really so irritatin!!?..man..i was bloody pissed..
GP was havoc..haha aaron is so funny and i donnoe how dwane can keep falling asleep?! i mean he justs sleeps tru..haha..Yu Zhen and i were talking abt villa royal and the no of cars they have..haha.. yeah fun
Miru waited for me for an hour and a half coz i really needed to talk to her..thanks miru.. its been so long since ive talked to her..and yeah was fun.. after that loga, miru and I went to teka and it was chaotic!?! haha.. and loga and i were sitting on the steps whe hui shan came..said "happy dating"..haha full of shit..i reminded her that we were frens..then miru came finally from the other enterance and loga gave me the aneesa u said she will come thru here look! haha then again my ez-link was giving me problems at the enterance..haha second time wif loga ard..and in my life! so put 2 n 2 together you get...LOGA is JINXEd haha.. loga was larfing tilled her cried..
later i insisted that farrer park was where we had to get down but miru said little india..and haha we got down at farrer park and waited for the next train..haha..ten when we reached jothi we had to take this lift that was a few centuries outdated..and miru almost got stuck..haha funny!! and later we went to ananda bavan to eat we ate two masala thosai (CaN"T believe that both loga and miru have never tried it before!!) and yeah loga ate paper thosai..
the ride back was funny and reflective..haha had a great time with those two thanks guys!!
Miru waited wif me for the bus 43 for a good half hour and we caught up wif loads of things..
haha then krish smsed me! so long since ive talked to him..he went to the debate and someone there told him my nic is pig..i m guessing that its nas! haha i wonder how did the debate go..
now i m talking to my beloved nazirah din noe that it was her..tot it was farah!! haha nutty me... BYe bye till next time!!
``grateful for today..toodles ; 4:38 AM
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