my gift..my life..thanking god
Thursday, May 31, 2007
argh..life is beautiful..haha i got some emails on horoscope and really i tink they shld shart naming them HORRORscope..reallly..here goes some of them:
"*You are attractive, and love your life.You have a strong feeling towards everything. And very easily distracted.Once you get angry at someone, its hard for you to forgive them.* "
and another
"ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. "
and it ended with
"16 years of bad luck if you do not forward."
ofcourse i didn't forward..haha..
although i can't possibly deny them all
haha
up to u to guess which ones i will deny and those i wont
Haha
on a better note lets talk abt life.. something 18 years of living in this..erm world taught me..
haha
That sometimes god leaves us a gift at our doorstep. It sometimes is wraped in dreadful wrappers..like perhaps newspaper..or maybe toilet paper. Ten we decide that the gift is not worth looking at..it is probably something disgusting after all the wrapping is not so appealing aint it?
so we sit down toying with the idea" should we open it?" our hearts have been broken after seeing the gift..do we need to really get another heartache? But curiousity gets the better of us and we open it.. then we realise that the gift is so
...beautiful..
god had crafted it with his very hands.. intricate details, amazin ary of colours..everything abt it is appauling.. it is beauty in every aspect..
a true beauty..
ten we cry, ashamed at ourselves for doubting god..and his creations.. we are ashamed..
we realise that god wrapped it up in dreadful wrapping so that we will enjoy the true beauty of the gift better and that god had spent so much time on the gift..that a wrapping just din't matter..it was the value of the gift..the value of the love he had put into it..
oh shame on us on looking at the external value of things rather than its true value..oh shame on us..
so next time u get a gift..from god (or from me) if it is given in a plastic bag.. then rejoice..for the gift is perhaps so much more beautiful than u had ever imagined..
haha life
toodlesLabels: a gift for you
``grateful for today..toodles ; 10:20 PM
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Friday, May 25, 2007
today was gp seminar day..it made me think..we actually dont give murderers a letal injections so that their pain will be eased..but rather our pain (of watching them suffer) easen..i dinnoe if he should die.. coz by dieing it din really make anything betta...as ms quok (tink i spelt it wrong) says every mother is losing her son..which makes it so bad..sound even worse...sigh...but there was/is no choice was/is there? if one kills another it seems only right to kill him..just so he feels the pain i guess..i dont know..hiyah just don't murder anyone lar..it really aint worth it..bad record in both worlds, this and the hereafter...and that aint so wonderful ya noe...sighs...
oh haha u guys should watch the movie (sleepers) fully its damn nice i saw it some years ago..haha brad pitt is hot haha.. i actually din remember the whole movie (bits and pieaces hit me during the day(yesterdae) like during chem haha) but i remember that there was this part of the movie u will understand sumthing... yeah it is really a meaningful movie..it was too bad that we couldn't see all of it..really too bad..sigh watch it! haha damn nice movie and devi,mard,sam and miru u guys noe wad/who to look out for in the movie..haha damn nice damn nice..
argh exams are coming and is school holidays...those two in the same sentence isn't good..means must work hard during the hols.."caint wait 4 the hols" sigh..
toodles
``grateful for today..toodles ; 2:10 AM
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Ive been trying and trying to get into this ting..and guess wad some idiot hecked it!! argh!! so irritating..wad so fun doing that? aniwaes thank you for not writing any shit in it..would be a great disappointment..and the fame and glory will go to me if ur entry is superb! haha wouldn't want that would i?..
Aniwaes i still don't get y some people seek joy in others getting hurt..like they thrive on others tears..morbid..seriously get a life man...
i mean its kinda silly to watch someone crumpled at ur choice of unreasonable and utterly redundant words..just so u can rejoice cause you noe that you have made their dae a horrid one..really silly.. just sit down and think about it..retaliation is okey..rebutting is acceptable but revenge is completely another level..a lower level (incase some psychos become proud thinking they are higher..u aint that high mate..) so ya..tink next time you say something that u noe will hurt someone..think again..would u be happy when someone does the same to you? i wouldn't..(but i tend to hurt someone if they delibrately put salt in wounds and are extremely unreasonable in accusing me of doing/tinking someting i m not guilty of..(hey i m trying to change k?)hahau shld try too!)
Another irritating ting is when someone stubbornly insists that they are right about something about u...yeah don't u think its annoying? haha i don't know i find it particularly annoying to have someone tell me wad my schedule is..and insisting that i know my schedule all wrong even though they don't even share the same schedule...haha kinda illogical..rite.
.its like someone comes up to you says "hey that is not your mom nor is that ur dad!!" and they rarely have seen ur parents..so nutty!! so immature and silly really...call me a fool if u think i m wrong to know who my really parents are and for a million reasons i would know how they lool like rite?! oh man its so hilarious..haha
oh btw ofcourse this is a completely blown up picture but it is still very very pesky..sighs..
On a lighter note...some people whom i really respect more than usual..
Mr Quek: For his fatherlyness.. haha humour and down-to-earthness..i thought it was great that he actually came down to our class and talked to us and it really stricked me wow..he is so so nice..although he is not the best in stringing up words to express his deepest feelings..he is still so nice coz he is really worried about our welbeing and for us..thats nice..
Mrs huang: i dunno how to say y i respect her..u must experience it then u noe..just go for a consultation slot and ull be enlightened..really..oh and her wisdom preceeds mine by manifolds..
yeah..ill update more people whom i respect!..haha till another time..if there is another one..see ya..
toodles
``grateful for today..toodles ; 6:44 AM
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Saturday, May 05, 2007
Humans are strange beings..
today was fun!! Mystrey 240 we weren't that bad actually we were goood!! haha damn fun!! aniwaes so tired (and smelly)after runnning and running. we had great team spirit!! Go halu (something) brouhaha (it means clamour clamour!!)!!
Haha aniweas i was so stinking after that and had to stand in the shop..so i asked farzanah to lend me a shirt (thanks da!) and took a sorta shower in their house..haha i was stinking so bad! i wonder how those on the bus could stand it!
aniwaes i was reading A book and i think we all (esp gals coz it aint a guy kinda book) should read it.. go now hurry go get that book!!
haha its "at first sight" by nicholas sparks...
DAMN NICELabels: weird
``grateful for today..toodles ; 8:41 AM
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