i was late...again.. i m gonna change my layout..m bored..
``grateful for today..toodles ; 5:42 AM
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007
its seriously irritatin..workin on the brochure for nearly a year...and NOW they tell us they are changin the layout..
that would mean EVERY PAIN STAKING EFFORTwe MADE...is gone...kaboom..dissappeared..vanished..yea gone..
ARGHHH... so can i throw something at someone or wad... hate when stuff like this happens...
its unfair.. but since when has life been unreservedly fair...gee i cant tink of a time..can u?
argh..sigh..this is seriously hopeless...i m crackin my mind for stuff to write with the 8 pictures i found..i can't cut and paste the old write-ups..or can i?
..though i m dying to do so.. this seriously sucks...
Picture 1: (the mountain)...WE have treked this mountain..u should too..(ahh utterly convincing..i bet the readers would leap of their seats and get a ticket to sikkim..)
picture 2:(somethin...i can't quite figure out..at this point the pungent smell of someone's perfume is gettin on my nerves...i cant sae anything..its an aneesa shut up now situation, which really sucks..) [edit] You noe..i can't stand irresponsible ppl?! yea i can't for the record..nor can i stand ingrates..so if u are either then u are in my go-to-hell-&-hope-u-get-a-life-book..yea...well for someothers they don't have to be either..their names just enter the book immediately..for no rhyme or reason..yea yea..i noe random...but i m so freakin pissed..argh wad the..[edit] okey the rest can wait...yawns..yea tomorrow is a new day..file save..argh saved... nites
``grateful for today..toodles ; 6:51 AM
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Sunday, November 25, 2007
Apparently i m as follows...yea...yea..u be the judge
Temperament
Flexible
Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free. It's not that your life doesn't have its ups and downs, it's just that you handle everything without unnecessary drama and antics. You approach each day fresh, not worrying about yesterday or tomorrow. You are confident that you can handle anything that comes your way and experience has shown that you are absolutely right about this.
Interests
Balanced
You are methodical, orderly and precise. You enjoy life most when it's uncluttered, predictable and certain. You have a noticeable propensity for detail and even the tiniest bit of disruption throws off your well maintained balance. In a world that can leave you feeling out of control and chaotic, you are a constant for yourself and for others. When all else seems to be changing, you tend to remain the same.
Amusement
Adventurous
It's a good thing that you are filled with energy and ambitions (that others sometimes find exhausting) because you're continually looking for a new adventure and exciting experience. You struggle with a continual feeling of restlessness which constantly pushes you to the next level of excitement. Once you have accomplished one thing, you are eager to accomplish something more exciting, riskier and distinguishable.
Passion
Physical
You are a cuddle bug - from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human.
``grateful for today..toodles ; 4:14 AM
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Sunday, November 18, 2007
man...i haven't studied for physics...
AND i m totally worn out.. ive been goin out..or doing something ever since friday...
here is how it went..
sat: Slept in the morning at 2a.m (was doing something for someone special!!)(don't bother guesing who)... Woke up at 6.30 to pray...cldn't slp after that... went to the SINDA meeting... later went to have lunch wif sam, devi and miru...(coz sam's goin' to m'sia on MON!!) yea..then went to the shop stood there till 8.30..man... came home watched my THALAVAR's padam (suriya...haha he is one of my thalaivars..haha) so i slept at 2..(AGAIN!!)
Sun: woke at 10.30.. went to religious class..came back at 12.30.. went out to see NAZ and RENU!!! haha YEAhoo... YEa so we went out...reached home at 7.30...so tired.. I CAN"T FREAKING SLEEP COZ..they are having this deepavali concert...yay..how wonderfulll *rolls eyes
OkEy 2mr all the way till wed i have gotten myself booked..here it goes..
19th NOV: SINDA moring 7.30-10.00...then come home study..go leave sam OFF..bye sam..come home again..Must finish studying.. (SIgh one dae..wad the..) (yea i din sen sam off sadly) 20th Nov: Physics paper 1..last paper (HOOoray)..then going out wif cuzins.. (din goe out wif cuz..went out wif Mum, grandma and broz..)
21st NOv: nothing yet.. (think i nd to do some visa thing..)
22nd Nov: Miru's & Mard's Burf..i tink from afternoon to nite.. (and mornin wif arch nazrin and mr vic and ms anne)
23rd Nov: Mornin wif cuzin..lunch..and go out..
24th NOv:
25th NOv:
26th Nov: Sinda (whole dae..)
27th Nov: ...i have sumthin on..dunno wad thou.. 28th Nov: Meetin wif juniors and Mr vic and arch/nazrin...after tat goin out..
29th NOv: goin out wif sam and disha..
30th NOv: Archifest..Whole dae..nite some networking thing..
3rd DEc: flying to INDIA ..... ... .. .(ROT/Shop/have a hell of a time or something in india..i m only hopin') .. ... .... 30th Dec: arrive..s'pore..home sweet home..
31st Dec: SLEEP
1st JAn: New years dae...hoping to get a job ( telecom?) * what really happened there u go..my two months..gone..
``grateful for today..toodles ; 5:55 AM
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007
NAzrin sent me an email...it was a damn nice one...if u ain't a mulism...or don't believe in god..it doesn't matter..just read it...its touching..
Asalaam Alaykum (peace be upon u),
A young man had been to Wednesday Night Class of Quranic Studies. The Muslim had shared about listening to Allah and obeying Allah through intuition. The young man couldn't help but wonder, 'Does Allah still speak to people through intuition?'
After Lessons, he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how Allah had led them in different ways and that at the end you'll know it was Allah(S.w.T) Who has directed you. It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home.
Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, 'Allah...If you still speak to people, speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey.'
As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk. He shook his head and said out loud, 'Allah is that you?' He didn't get a reply and started on toward home. But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk came into his head. 'Okay, Allah, in case that is you, I will buy the milk.' It didn't seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk. He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward home.
As he passed Seventh Street , he again felt the urge, 'Turn Down that street.'
This is crazy he thought, and drove on past the intersection. Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street. At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh. Half jokingly, he said out loud, 'Okay, Allah, I will.'He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop.
He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in a semi-commercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst of neighborhoods either. The businesses were closed and most of the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed. Again, he sensed something, 'Go and give the milk to the people in the house across the street.'
The young man looked at the house. It was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the car seat. 'Allah, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up, they are going to be mad and I will look stupid.' Again, he felt like he should go and give the milk.
Finally, he opened the door, 'Okay Allah(SWT), if this is you, I will go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to look like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will count for something, but if they don't answer right away, I am out of here.'
He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, 'Who is it? What do you want?' Then the door opened before the young man could get away. The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt. He looked like he just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep. 'What is it?' The young man thrust out the gallon of milk,
'Here, I brought this to you.' The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway. Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby. The baby was crying. The man had tears streaming down his face. The man began speaking and half crying, 'We were just praying. We had some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking Allah(SWT) to show me how to get some milk.'
His wife in the kitchen yelled out, 'I ask him to send an Angel with some. Are you an Angel?' The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he had on him and put in the man's hand.
He turned and walked back toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face. He knew that Allah (SWT) still answers prayers.
``grateful for today..toodles ; 11:11 PM
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007
OKEY breathe...yeah yeah the air goes in and COMES OUT!! yeah OUt out the air MUST come OUT...it doesn't matter from where..the back or front..but out it must go!!
see im going nuts... thanks to the A levels!! we should certify cambridge for making us go nuts..wad u think r u willing to petition against them?..then they can certify us As..sounds like a superb deal..i wonder if they will buy this..
i consider it done tomorrow after econs...today was draining after chem AND econs ESSAY..man..haha ECONS was painful...for my fingers..kept writing and writing and writing...i tink after awhile ur fingers get used to it..either that or ur brain insists that the hand does not stop or...the result will show..haha well its ova..
I CAN"T WAIT 4 2mr!! after econs i m in heaven..haven..both!!
``grateful for today..toodles ; 6:12 AM
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Saturday, November 10, 2007
HOW CAN THAT BE??
oh my..i m reading someone's econs essay...the person wrote 4 pages (in total for both part a n b)!! and got 21 out of 25 marks?!! wad the .... this is seriously nuts...man!! did the person cast a spell on the teacher or sumting..gee..i m going nuts now!! HOW DID THE PERSON DO IT?!.. sigh im hoping for a miracle!!
``grateful for today..toodles ; 11:07 PM
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Wednesday, November 07, 2007
This song was running through my head during math paper two... its an arabic song...its beautiful..its called FARTAQI (Advance)
Advance in goodness and rise to the horizon
Sublimity wanted from Muslims
You are the symbol of pearls and glories
Abandon the mud and rise to the sky
You will never see a night without a star
Run up the flags and go ahead
Light the lamp and be determined
Overcome the terrors however dark they are
Always advance by your firm will
Be a mole and symbol for people
Who seeks glory and sheds tears
Under the cover of dark night
Or raises dust in the enemy's face
Heaven has perfect magic
Always advance by your firm will
And be like mole and inspirational symbol for people
damn nice right..thats teh english translation btw...but ofcourse the actual meaning and words mean more...just like tamil...chinese or malay...its the native language that really matters...matter more and impactful!! thats y i LOVE tamil..ahhh...beauty in a different form...
everyones gone OUT..haha i m supposed to be studying econs...i just don't know where to start...okey bye...gotta go..i tink ill start somewhere in the middle...good luck to me..haha and u who are reading this esp if u have a's ...go study lar..stop wasting time..haha..JK..but really...i noE.. GOT NO MOOD rite?!... sigh...
I lost the momentum yest when i went to the shop to take over my dad for 4 hours...gee...then i went wif my cuzins to c her new home (ITS BIG AND NICE, mashallah.. yea)..then i went out to see serangoon road lightings..haha wen we came back..i watched tv till 2a.m!! oh man...there!! i din study and my momentum left me all alone to fend for myself..hate it..oh wad da HEAVENs ( i don't wanna sae hell..haahaa for a change..)..there my life as of yesterdae..okey i gotta go...listen to that song and HOPEFULLY start on econs...sigh...inshallah..
bye
``grateful for today..toodles ; 11:50 PM
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Tuesday, November 06, 2007
haha OKEY!! life is blissful...
yea.. ive got it all planned out..the minute A's ends MS nirmala has given us jobs..haha volunteering for the sec1 -sec5 ting..all the way till 1st dec..(yea and i have something on nov 30 to dec 1st..gee sticky situation)
on 3rd dec going to india..and coming back on the 30th..haha and then.. i plan on signing up for some telecommunication thingy (REI's Idea he says got good pay..n u need to think (lie) on the spot...argh..i m a perfect fit for the job) all the way till jan 21st.. then MOE here i come..haha great..there u have it my POST A's life..
ofcourse there are plenty gathering and meetings!! WOHOO!! oh that note abt ELIZA..my long lost primary school friend..i have finally gotten in contact with her..after 7 years!! She found me in FACEBOOK..haha oh man i need to tell hiral this..7 years...man m i old (those who are older hope u feel that u aint that young too)..hey cldn't help it with that comment: misery loves company..haha JK.. aniwaes like when sam asked "what are you gonna do when u grow up" i said we already hav...man and it felt scary...oh no 3 more years to becoming a true matured...irritaing..boring adult...(i can really wait..)sigh...
OKEY goody luck 4 A's..according to me its a week (but my A's timetable doesn't agree with this...sadly)
``grateful for today..toodles ; 5:51 AM
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Thursday, November 01, 2007
Allahmdurrillah...i found some nice songs...i loved this one...hear it... haha GOOd luck 4 A's btw..
``grateful for today..toodles ; 12:29 AM
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